what???

i do!


or at least i want to sit and draw them and then i want to get my beautiful watercolours out and do some skruffy paintings. and i want to take lots of pictures of them dancing.

i hate revision, its making me sound like a small child throwing a tantrum.

i sat watching the ballet dancers on youtube today in my breaks. and i was thinking that i could spend the rest of my life trying to draw them and would never quite get it. but it would be fun to try. becasue their just so beautiful and delicate. i will put up a rough sketch i did in art soon because i think its one of my better sketches/rough water colour.

so new life plan:
if i fail at science and dont get to blow stuff up for a living i shall work in a theatre as a set desighner or i shall do something with the theatre. aslong as i get to spend lots of time watching dancers.

or i shall just marry a dancer or someone who will take me to see ballets lots and not do the whole guy thing, "oh do we have to do something cultural" i think i want to get back into being more culturard like i was when i was little. and not a teenager trying to rebel coz thats getting boreing.

well its not. its fun. i think i shall try and do both.