i find it amasing that even if i yell at someone that i dont want them to do something they will go ahead and do it right infrunt of you, making everything worse. short version of the story is me and my form/art teacher had an argument, i told my mum and asked her not to do anything about it because it is pointles to make a big deal out of it so close to my exams. she went and complainded with me sat right next to her i told her several times not to and she just went and did it and made herself look like a stupid fool. and to top it of she had a go at ME for walking out and telling her to leave it and for comming into the meeting in the first place apparently she didnt want me there fucking unbelieavable. i know shes trying to do her best for me but i dont want to be treted any differently in school or anywhere elce for that matter. but i want to be involved in my education it is mine after all. i want to make some desisions. they hardly ever let me go to meatings and when i barge in they ignore me or talk down to me. i dont get asked if i acctualy want to do something i just get told that i will do this. AND i get told it has nothing to do with me. ITS FUCKING ABOUT ME FOR FUCKS SAKE. i think i know what i want to do better than anyone elce.
anyway i wil right about other things instead of working myself up again...umm oh i have a bus stop some chav probabily ripped it of the post thing and i found it behind the english block and took it home. i think i will put it on my wall or something i need to clean it though coz its covered in mud...and mabye a bit of blood from when i wacked a year 7 who wouldnt move out of my way with it i have some more art stuff i should submit and i will take a pic of my bus stop as it is cool in general [link] <-- bus stopness
i like this but i put it in scraps because its a bit skruffy -----> [link]